Piece of School Festival

One cheeky performance from me and my friend during school festival at the beginning of this month. Got a few missing bits at the end, a little disappointment because we practice quite a lot for this. But the heck with that we still made it to the champ anyways. That's what really matters, right? Haha. Take a enjoyable (kinda) second if you might! 

what goes around, always comes around

Seeing my friends throwing whines and their self-pitying statements of how their parents force them to follow the path the way their parents wanted, had me thinking for a while. Frankly speaking, I’m grateful enough to have both parents that don’t give a crap of what I am doing, in terms of deciding what I what want to do in life. And I know that is not because they don’t care, it’s because they do and they let me try. And if something does not work out for me , I learned the lesson myself, not by anyone telling me so. I guess it’s basically how I got the most of  out it in life until now.

I recall that very day when I decided to change the subject I really long study in college. And the decision fell to architecture subject. Soon after, I told my granny and my mother about it. It took me by surprise that was there to support what I had chosen, rather than growling on how on earth I would’ve changed my mind from being an internist to be an architect. And it’s the same thing when I got the chance to alter my major once again into graphic design that actually brought me to where I am right now.

And if you said my life has been way too easy for me, you’re almost right. But it’s not the case. There is always price to pay. I could not just go and say  what I want. I am fully-equipped with a one prefect mouth, so I use it to tell. I discuss. I explain. I compromise. And with the rest of what I have, I prove things I said and, goddamnit it always worked for me.

I know it’s just plain blunt to blame the parents out there that still forcing the kids of what they want to be. Of course, they do have all the reasons for that, so do we. And for you pals, remember: what you are dreaming of is what keeps you going. As long as you don’t mess around with your dream, you are just good to go.

I believe parents are both awesome adviser and discussing mate. But yet, they are not a driver that drive your life around the way they want it. Keep in faith that you can always compromise. And never give up, because the mere things they want to see is the conviction and proofs. Your life is at your own hands. What goes around, always comes around.

~stealing from another private source

Concatenate

Fuji-san

It is such a big relieve that I actually come back here from abundance of what I have been through. And not to mention the countless times of 'come and go' moments traced here (it comes really apparent, if you see the gap between dates of the posts I made). But you know, passion and watching television is so alike. You switched the channel back and forth, seeing what's good yet in the end you'll be where you need to be.

For almost one and a half year doing the hiatus, a lot's been going, hence changes: I'm no longer 13th grader; I'm much older, year and a half older from when I left, obviously; And now I end up to where I have never intended to be. But it's all good, I sucked up all the ups and downs because then again in the long run, we end up where we need to be (I hope I don't bore you with that).

As for now, I'm studying Japanese in one Japs school in Tokyo. And be heading to College next year, taking graphic design, one major I have thee most passion to do in a while! Though, days now have not been so hectic because I'm still on my summer break, I still manage to keep sane. No big plans nor big travels (or even going home). Just plan to sit and stay nicely here at my dorm waiting till friends to pick me up and go to places. I'm not much of a planner these days, more of a breeze follower so to speak.

So much looking forward to update stories, thoughts, pictures and else here again. Hopefully by the time I figure things out (?), I can manage to have fun and share it here. Hope y'all have a good time.

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